forgot to charge my phone last nite, so had a dead batt when I ended work today.. left quite late today too, abt 615pm..was actually prepared to leave at 545, but my manager asked me for help on his slides and my office phone rang, and so spent my time attending to a client's call.. den met my mum at Hougang Mall, had kaya toast n coffee with her while we waited for my bro to reach..

worn out from work..sleepy from insufficient sleep... though the weather was so chilly to snuggle tightly in bed and drool away.. I woke up at 2am, feeling so awake.. juz couldn't sleep.. juz did my self-manicure & pedicure.. gonna add a shimmer top coat and let it dry, pack my bag for my lil hol..and i'm off to sleep.. a new day of work tmw.. and ice cream tmw! yum yums.. I'm craving for it.. I need it too.. ;)

girl, take care and hope ur flu's getting better... hope to see ya at the mrt tmw..will be away for the weekend, so will miss u, if i see any nice stuff i'll buy for ya k? -hugs-

to end here.. just to share: u'll remain in my thoughts and heart...

pretty slack at work today...well I'm familiar with wad I do, so work is easy now... nothing challenging sometimes, gets kinda boring when it happens, but nvm.. I'm still learning..

anyways, weather's chilly today..and I'm feeling sleepy, haven't had gd sleep for a long time, partly coz of my flu, drains my energy, so I'm gonna sleep early today..once I'm done with this post.. 2 more days of work and I'll be away from Singapore for a short weekend getaway! yes!! a break from work, from everything..just at least to try to free my mind from some thoughts..Shouldn't think too much.. Nowadays, I look forward to work due to my colleagues and sometimes my job and also saying "Good Morning!" to everyone with a bright smile, starting the day being happy.. I look forward to travelling to work, when I bump into my bestie (my dear girl), or Sherry, or Mal (but if I see him, means he's late for work! haha) and the best was when we all bumped into each other together! so nice, makes travelling to work so happy and not lonely.. Didn't bump into them this morning though.. tmw?

chatted for a while via email with Jas today =) Jas, your work's email addr is very looong..so many hypens ahah, but I was happy to hear from ya, really fast reply right after I sent u a forwarded email, it was a nice surprise to me! We must all meet up soon next wkend or something.. Classes starting for u, so gotta try to find more time to rest aites? Just to let you know that I'm fine and we'll catch up soon.

ok, enough of blogging, gonna crash now..

ps: I'm not in the mood for love...though I was & it's wad I've longed for...

FYI, Paula Deanda's only sweet 16 yrs old...

Paula Deanda - Walk Away

[intro]
I'm gonna remember you
you gonna remember me
I'm gonna remember you
you gonna remember me

[verse 1]
I saw you with your new girl just yesterday
and I feel that I must confess
even though it kills me to have to say
ill admit that I was impressed
is it calling just showed up affection
gotta commend you on your selection
though I know I shouldnt be concerned
in the back of my mind I cant help but question

does she rub your feet (when you've had a long day)
scratch your scalp (when you take out your braids)
does she know that you (like to play ps2 till 6 in the morning like I do)

[chorus]
I cant explain this feeling
I think about it everyday
and even though we've moved on
it gets so hard to walk away
(I'm gonna remember you, you gonna remember me)
walk away, walk away
(I'm gonna remember you, you gonna remember me)
walk away
(i cant forget it how we use to be)

[verse 2]
I guess I gotta live my life from day to day
hoping maybe you'll come back
and though I tell myself not to be afraid
to move on but it seems I cant
no other man has given me attention
it aint the same as your affection
[ these lyrics found on www.completealbumlyrics.com ]
though I know I should be content
in the back of my mind I cant help but question

does he kiss me on the forehead (before we play)
show on my doorstep (with a bouquet)
does he call me in the middle of the day (just to say)
baby I love you (like you used too)

[chorus]
I cant explain this feeling
I think about it everyday
and even though we've moved on
it gets so hard to walk away
(I'm gonna remember you, you gonna remember me)
walk away, walk away
(I'm gonna remember you, you gonna remember me)
walk away
(i cant forget it how we use to be)

[bridge]
so hard to express this feeling
cause nobody compares to you (to you)
and you know she'll never love you like I do

[chorus 2x]
I cant explain this feeling
I think about it everyday
and even though we've moved on
it gets so hard to walk away
(I'm gonna remember you, you gonna remember me)
walk away, walk away
(I'm gonna remember you, you gonna remember me)
walk away

[outro]
I'm gonna remember you
you gonna remember me
I'm gonna remember you
you gonna remember me

watched Happy Feet @ Plaza Sing ystd.. and had a Happy Feet Piggybank! I'm gonna use it to keep all my S$1 coins.. time to start my collection of it again.. went home str8 after the movie, which ended abt 1+am..was so sleepy by then..

anyways, it's a raining day today.. gonna go to church for evening mass later with my family, den have dinner, and prolly out with my frens, and also to visit Mark @ Q Bar.. haven't seen him for quite a while.. I cleaned my room today..vacummed my table, and every place that's dusty..feels so clean now..with my new hand vacuum cleaner hehe, makes housework easy.. next is prolly to tidy my wardrobe, it's kinda messy too and I've very lil space left in dere.. downloaded the Happy Feet soundtracks, love Brittany Murphy's voice, sweet and pleasant, more music to listen to..;)

gd morning! rise n shine! TGIF!! anyways, I'm at work already.. and I'm all by by myself in my dept! so peaceful but yet so quiet, boring & lonely.. but it's ok, coz at least I get to slack, laze, blog, and relax..

my manager's out for meeting, my colleagues are out for thosai breakfast, I can't leave so asked them to get coffee for me ;) was out for dinner ystd with my dear girl, had light dinner at Hong Kong Cafe, the one that's outside of Marina Sq, it's not fantastic..overrated, timsum wasn't gd, but the toast with peanut butter and condensed milk was ok.. both of us couldn't finish so lil food coz we weren't feeling hungry.. walked ard Marina Sq to kill time, and Lay Kiang finally decided to accompany me to MoS as well! =) was very happy she came along, thanks girl! u're my bf/gf/lover/sister/bestie! it was kinda boring but fun later on..coz it's who u're with.. I was juz a lil sad that the rest couldn't come..there's always another time =)

our dear timmy was sucha social butterfly..always disappearing ahah, too late that he called when we left.. coz I tot he would be outta MoS already, didn't inform me that you're coming back.. daniel was always getting lost! eugene was enjoying his time..rite eugene? gucci, u and ur uncle ar.. no comments la haha u're gonna ahve a bad hangover la.. though someone even proudly said that he's not gonna even take a sip of alcohol..anyways, more events to come I guess.. but rite now, I'm still trying to recover from my cough and flu.. having lots of phelgm and mucus, yuck i noe.. everyone's falling ill as well, has to be the weather..it's been raining lots..

well, I'm gonna get back to my work now, just some admin & filing to do now.. pretty slack this morning.. ystd's work was alot, running so many errands, making sure the work's all done properly, busy like a bee, but I still enjoyed it.. love being occupied, make myself useful.. oh and I'm gonna be away on a short weekend getaway with my family.. time to relax..

Relaxing day i would say.. Woke up early in the morning to visit my grandaunt @ St. Joseph's Home, then my mum & bro went to Compasspoint to walk ard, and I was just in time to meet Lay Kiang, so took the train from Compasspoint.. Met Peixiang and her soft-spoken but good-nature bf at Vivo City.. the crowd.. terrible.. don't Singaporeans ever get tired of shopping?? haha ok I'm one of them too! anyways, we decided to lunch at Crystal Jade, but it was too packed, quite a number of ppl were on the waiting list, so we ate @ Secret Recipe.. I wasn't hungry, so just had mushroom soup and tiramisu.. the cakes were just too irresistable and tempting haha, but my verdict on that tiramisu? BIG NO! it tasted of coffee cake more than of tiramisu.. Tiramisutra still has the best tiramisu, haven't eaten it for a long time..

We walked into almost all the shops.. navigating ourselves ard, trying to recall where the shops are.. haha helluva big shopping mall.. and we took pics! super adorable mascots spotted at Vivo City today..here they are below... presenting, Burger King's Mr. Burger, Mr. Onion Rings & Mr. Soft Drink! Next, we have.. Happy Feet's penguins!!! Aren't they super cute..look at them.. the mascots were super friendly and ever ready to camwhore! they posed funnily..they entertained all the shoppers! I bought a red polka-dotted umbrella from GAP, shimmery eyeshadow, a pair of earrings and a wrap short-sleeved shirt today.. additional top for work.. need more clothes for work.. we got tired, so we headed to Corduroy Cafe to chill - it's like a hotel's lounge, with cosy chairs & sofas, relaxing ambience..and apart from all the shopping ard, I woke up today with no voice.. my throat was sore and each time I coughed, it hurt so bad especially coz it's a dry throat.. then had a lil voice.. but I was losing it again whenever I talked..haven't had sucha bad sore throat for so long..well after a while, it got better, until I started to cough again..well as long as I try not to cough too much, coz it really hurts..ok dats abt all for now.. chilling at home.. needa rest..bye all!




























here are somemore pics that were taken on Friday..

Red iPod nano anyone? Looks kinda hot, but I think I still prefer the original white.. I'm still unsure of which one I wanna get.. nano or video.. the prices are getting cheaper.. 4GB nano's $320, 30GB video's $393 hmmm..? is 4GB of storage enough? questions questions, indecisiveness kicking in me as usual.. i've so many things I wanna get..gotta have money management... wait for my next pay to come, den I'll decide..

anyways, been too lazy to blog since my last post. I'm back here again! And Blogger has a new version now, it's linked to Google now! OK, it was my dear girl's 21st bday ystd - 17th Nov. Work was hell ystd, my desk was so messy with so many big arched files ard.. but somehow I had so much hyperness in me ystd, I was enjoying my work! Well, thanks to my colleagues too, they're great to have ard.. adds the liveliness in my dept. They were supposed to join me at Phuture ystd! They came to Zouk, saw the crowd and didn't wanna step in.. wasted.. Well, we had so much fun last nite, it was super funny! haha, Fear Factor at Phuture.. wanna see y, let the pics do the talking... crappy shit, it was a salty oily food gift for the bday girl - Deep fried Crickets from Myanmar! haha presenting the two cute crickets, Xiao Ming & Xiao Qiang, and their lil frens in the humans' mouths. YUCKS!!! i didn't dare touch those insects.. it was dead, but it looked ugly and scary still! evil lil things... I fear insects! beetles are the worst. dun get any of those near me and I'll scream and run haha.

it's been a really nice day I have to say... having lived in Singapore for 21 yrs, yet today, I felt like a tourist! well, thanks to my dear Emma and her bf, Duncan, we toured Singapore, well not the whole of Singapore, but Cityhall area - sightseeing..and I took lotsa pics today.. it was fun.. before that we had brunch at Bugis, den walked over to Bugis Village coz Emma wanted to get her 3rd pair of shoes from dere, and bought for my Mum a pair of gold-coloured shoes as well, and I bought a dress, after much psycho-ing from my Mum.. gdness, so many nice clothes...

i'll include the pics at the end of this post ya? after so many mths, I finally entered the grounds of Airforce School (AFS). yupz.. wad a noob rite.. someone's staying in for a wk, cheer up ok? well, u should, at least u brought in with you all your stuff enough to live in for a mth..hehe, okok, dun tease u.. it's only a wk, but I'll miss ya...if you're reading this post, remember to drink more water, especially with all the cups of instant oodles of noodles u're gonna makan..

to end off, I'm gonna thank Shafie for making me fall in love with this watch at 1st sight, super pretty.. and it also comes with a nice li'l price as well - abt SGD$250 *heart's itching so much*

NIKE MERGE TRANSIT WOMEN'S WATCH - BLACK/FLAME RED IRON



I've a Nike watch as well, this is it below.. haven't worn for a long time, and just realised the battery's flat.. I still have my other 2 watches to change abt =)

I just had to close my eyes in this pic...






haha we made an agreement to take a pic together, far apart



Me with the bday boy

well, it was a nite turned sour.. and till today, it still is.. though my cousin's here, and I'm very happy to see her, but there's no mood or liveliness in me already, i'm feeling very sad and hurt.. I'm not sure how things are gonna be... It's pure silence =( wad can i do? everything happened so quick..It was impromptu, I didn't know it'll happen and I juz broke down terribly.. who's right who's wrong, it doesn't matter, coz it won't solve anything.. I really dunno.. just upset and depressed over lotsa things, not only over this all.. I've had no appetite of late, and I had terrible chest pains this morning till noon.. was pretty scared, but I tahaned..

John Legend - Ordinary People

Girl, I'm in love with you
The same to honeymoon, passs the infatuation fate
Right in the thick of love
At times we're sick of love
It seems like we aruge everyday
I know I misbehaved
And you made your mistake
And we both still got room left to grow
And though love sometimes hurts
I still put you first
And we'll make the things work
But I think we should take it slow

We're just ordinary people
We don't know which way to go
'Cause we're just ordinary people
Maybe we should take it slow
Take it slow
This time we'll take it slow
Take it slow
This time we'll take it slow

The same to movie
No fairytale conclusions are
It gets more confusing everyday
Sometimes it's heaven sent
Then we head back to hell again
We kiss then we make up on the way
I hang up your call
We rise and we fall
And we feel like just walking away
As all love advances, we take second chances
Though it's not fair to see I still want you to stay

We're just ordinary people
We don't know which way to go
'Cause we're just ordinary people
Maybe we should take it slow
Take it slow
This time we'll take it slow
Take it slow
This time we'll take it slow

Maybe we'll live and learn
Maybe we'll crash and burn
Maybe you stay, maybe you leave, maybe you return
Maybe in another find, maybe we won't survive
Maybe we'll grow and never know
Baby, you and I
We're just ordinary people
We don't know which way to go, yeah
'Cause we're just ordinary people
Maybe we should take it slow
We're just ordinary people
We don't know which way to go
'Cause we're just ordinary people
Maybe we should take it slow
Take it slow
This time we'll take it slow
Take it slow
This time we'll take it slow
Take it slow, slow
This time we'll take it slow
Take it slow
This time we'll take it slow

i'm feeling lazzzzieeee to type out abt my life and put them into words for ppl to read - abt wad i've been up to.. so, i'm posting pictures for viewing pleasure =) i'm self-obessesed over myself haha

take care all.. i'll blog once i'm in a crazy bloggin mood alrites?